Hukum karma.

Have you ever felt that no matter what you do, people don't appreciate your efforts? And they didn't even try to listen. Sigh. Well that is life. You need to be selfish. You need to be dominant. Bak kata what I said to Ajijol Kamarujaman, sometimes we need to step over some toes to get to the top. When things go wrong, especially in group assignments, you just need to POINT IT OUT. Because those little minor things that may hurt their feelings, will hurt your marks. 


Sometimes I just don't understand why people can't take criticism. Or comments or opinions. Yes, you are allowed to stand by your decision or point of view, but can't you listen for a while? Being selfish tak best lah pulak. If nak jadi selfish or fussy, at least make it good. At least make it something that people can look up upon, not look down to. We live in a cycle, what goes around comes around. What goes up must come down. Ha, macam lagu Justin Timberlake pulak. But it's true la. Hukum karma namanya.




Okay emo post. Still. 

Lies.

It's been a crappy long while since I've last updated my blog. Sheesh. Well, now that I'm back,  I'm gonna rant.


It is a well-known fact that materialistic people are not a favourite among us, especially to guys. But then again , there is a difference between someone who loves someone because of the materials they get, and someone who simply loves materials. Tipulah kalau kau kata tak suka barang. Sape tak suke diberi barang kan? Paling tipu kalau girls kate tak suka kebendaan -.-


Girls lie too when they say they don't mind if you don't have money. Once in a while is okay, BUT if it is almost every time, and we still say we don't mind, that is a lie. Kadang-kadang nak jugak dibelanja makan and wayang, or something similar.


When we say we want/like something, that's a hint.


And yes, we lied too when we said we don't mind you cancelling our dates. Or birthdays. Or when you don't get us presents. 


Great lies, but nothing beats "I'm fine" , right?

Because its you

This picture is one of my favorites.

I like how it shows the same way we both smile. 

Dua-dua sepet and gigi bekas braces. 

I love you. 

I miss you :(

Rant.

Crap.
It is February already?
And I felt that taaruf in December was just a few days away.
And now we're having mid-term?
And finals starting at the end of March?
Time flies, really fast :/
I've made new friends, real friends, true friends.
And I am truly glad that I have them.

Not exactly magic.

I don't know what's the matter with me. Probably one of those transition process. Probably because I've heard a lot of wonderful news from people telling me the magic of Gombak. And because of that, I had high expectations. Now I'm agreeing to Jijol somehow. 
I miss Nilai. Like, really really do. The place itself hold memories for me. And those times I had there was amazing. Here are a list of them:

• bangun 15mins before class pun sempat lagi pergi kelas without being late. siap boleh beli susu dutch lady kat mak cik
• kirim pesan kat dormmate belikan food due to laziness
• late night snacking (ex: kiosk, burger)
• staying up late with friends watching movies although quizzes and exams besok or sth
• heart-to-heart talks
• squatting
• the proud feeling bila lepas pak/mak guard
• nasi lemak depan convenience
• usually after a class, me and my classmates will rush and compete with each other to reach the next class, because nobody wants to sit at the front
• the kirim-kirim session while waiting for class to start. someone will go the kiosk (usually a female) and the rest of the class (including boys) will pass money and orders. nak susu dutch lady chocolate lah, strawberry lah, coffee lah. lipton tea lah. ice lemon tea lah. cucuk2 dekat makcik lah. cucuk2 nak yang ikan lah ape. or the guys usually will request for nuggets or hot dogs. and ada nak sos, taknak sos, sos sikit, sos banyak -.- demand eh. and I will always be the victim.
• walking all the way to block b for the ice cream and waffles and nasi ayam kawah thai
• talking while bathing, and bath dates
• gossiping in class and still able to answer the questions
• last minute studying
• walking to mcd or giant with friends and somehow the journey gets shorter
• mcd breakfasttttt :D
• complaining the weather is hot or the roof bocor sebab hujan -.-
• lunch everywhere with everyone
• and nobody will ever forget need the displaying of matric card
• and the ever loving compounds :D

See those are just few reasons that I mentioned. Banyak lagi actually.  Even my roommates are not as friendly in Nilai. And I am Aimi to them, not Maggie.I really miss Nilai, and Gombak is just..different :(

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I'm lacking of updates.

I went up a hill that overlooks UIA in my baju kurung.

I hiked up a hill that overlooks Gombak in my jeans. 

I joined the IIUM Theatre Club.

I went out of the club.

I joined CELPAD Got Talent representing BM Division under acting. We got 3rd. Out of four -.-

I was involved in a misunderstanding matter.

I'm learning to have quickie breakfast everyday.

I got my matric card which actually looked nice except that I look bloated.

I went to Vietnam and got mistaken as a Vietnamese. A lot of times.

Bye 2010 :D

I am gonna miss 2010. 
It marks the ending of my CFS days, and the beginning of degree.
I had tremendous setbacks, but hey, those setbacks actually helped me in pushing me forward :)
It also marks a year of me and him. The future remains a mystery, but we are making the most of the present times. Hopefully, more happy years to come for both of us, amin :)
Besides that, it serves as a great reminder for me that I have GREAT GREAT friends :D
You guys were with me, through thick and thin, you know who you are, SJ friends and UIA friends. I love all of you, and appreciate those time we had. And hopefully we will have good times together forever and ever sampai ada anak cucu cicit semua :D