Fresh Cuts

On the 13th Oct 2010, was my anniversary with him. It marks a year of us being together, and honestly, I felt our relationship wasn't that long. Still could remember how we became friends, and how we first met and stuffs like that. I remembered that while we were in UIA's orientation, he kept asking me to meet up, but I have always and always rejected his offer.

Not because I was nervous, but I haven't worn a scarf in quite awhile ( UIA requires their students to wear scarves ) and so it was crooked everywhere. It wasn't much help that the scarves provided were starchy and really hard to manage, it won't bend as it should be, and it isn't flattering either.

We finally met after that, and things went smooth sailing after that. Our friends kept trying to give ideas about each other, to me and him. And when we finally did declared, they were estactic and also relieved, and some were even like " bukan dah lame dah ke?/ Weren't that some time ago?"

And I was ever glad to agree to be his, because then I realised, he brings out the best in me, and let me experience things I never did know. We're complete opposites, but then again opposites attract right? Insya Allah, if god willing, I want to be in that special place in your heart and your mind, until the end of everything. Amin.

Btw, I cut my hair. Okay terpesong. Hehe. But look! The lady was a darling, she gave me layers to soften my face. At first, it still looks long right?

Chin up, and ta-daa! How angles can manipulate right :D

Okay kan? :)

Finale

Raya ends. :(

So for the finale, I had 3 open houses. One in Puchong, one in SS19, and one in Subang Bestari. So you can imagine how big my tummy was by the end of the day. Masuk rumah Mira pun dah tak larat. :( What I did at her house, was instead or raya-ing, karaoke-ing. Seriously. With all the dances and shakes, and shouting with all my might -.- After all those, my voice was breaking and I'm sticky, but my spirit was still up? Sigh, tulah hyper sangat.

Its leaving.

I love raya period. Its where people invite you to their houses, you get to meet old, current and new friends, and you get food. If you're lucky, it comes with duit raya too :D But raya is almost leaving, this Saturday, and its already a Monday! :( An end to it. Sigh. But! I have two open houses on that day itself. Macam closing camtula. Hehehe so kene makan puas puas. Sepuas hati. Kemestian!

An End for A Beginning

In a few days, my days in Nilai will end. Insya allah, if god willing. To let me embark for days in Gombak next. So this means this is my final sem here.
Am I sad? Am I happy?
Its a mixture of feelings. You see, I've been through this. This wasn't supposed to be my last sem. This is an extended sem.. I've parted with my friends. They're gone to Gombak. And now, I'm parting again with my Nilai friends. But hey, there's where reunion comes in right? :)

Selamat Hari Raya ;)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :)

My adorable little niece, Durra Arissa and my cuzzie Sister Syairah :)

My cuzzie, Sister Ira and of course, truly yours ;)

I'll Be Your Worst Nightmare

Actually, that "I" in my title refers to : period pain.

If there's a club on period pain sufferers I'll be their active member. If it comes with points, hell, I'm sure I'm among the top. For having bad bad bad period pain, with terrible symptoms. And its becoming irregular. I didn't get any for July. August's was sort of long instead of the usual 5-6 days, that made me ponteng puasa. And now, its September where I assumed it will be in another 5-6 days but it came early. And its still the month of puasa -.-

So yeah, bangun sahur as usual. Slept. Woke up with cramps. Proceeded to hang the clothes then felt uneasy and went to the loo. Surprise, its PERIOD! I panicked. I know its gonna be painful. Quickly drank a hot Milo. Biscuits. Lay down on the bed and texted him. Minutes later, nightmare has begun. Throwing up, and I was doubled in pain. I couldn't sit up properly or stand up straight.

Called Mum and told her to please buy me porridge. She did, and I ate it slowly so that my tummy won't reject it. It failed. I vomited again right after that. And then I called him, crying on the phone. I don't know why, I know he's not here to actually comfort betul-betul, but hearing his voice was soothing enough. I cried and cried despite of a few disturbances. Then I told him I need to go, nak muntah.

Yes I did. All on the floor. And it was whatever remaining of the porridge. And what's worse, I actually snorted a piece of chicken out of my nostril. Okay, gross. Haha. But I remembered thinking when I did that, "What the fuck. Asal ade ayam." I was shivering from all those vomiting, and weak. I felt like passing out. Then called him back, nanges lagi sampai credit gone.

Proceeded to cry again, and put a lappy on my tummy. Its hot. Super. But good. I slept with it on. An hour later then I'm okay.

They say to get rid of this pain is to get married, go have sex, and have a baby. It works that way. Sayang, cepat kahwin ngan i! -.-

So yeah. I don't like the way it hurts, you period pain.

Other's Mess.

I could cry.

Actually, I did.

See, I have 3 assignments for two different subjects. Maths and Accounts. And I'm supposed to submit 1 a week after a trip, and another 2 on the same day, 1st September. Maths was given approx a week, and Accounts, a week and another assignment, 2 weeks. Okay. We'll begin my complaints. You can judge me later.

Accounts.

The first assignment was a report on a Yakult trip. We were given guidelines on our report. Our job is to copy down any info needed from the trip. Easy. We have 6 members. Right? Well, out of 6, 4 did their jobs. 2 didn't. Well those two gave a hell lots of prob. I named them, J and F. We all wrote infos. They didn't. I asked them, why? and they answered " I dun't know what to write". Seriously? Even with a guideline? And then F saw that my notebook was filled with scribbled notes, and said " Wow, you wrote. We could use that". And I answered, " We ALL wrote" before walking off. A few days later, suddenly J said, " eh x payah buat report, i dah buat". I was shocked. Really. And I said " Kenapa tak discuss? Nanti tunjuk kat aku, mane taw kene edit ape ape". J: " eh xpayahla, aku copy paste je dari internet". WOW. That easy. Anyway, we leave it. A day before submission, we had a group discussion. She came, and said " Aku letak semua dalam pendrive. Pendrive kene virus so xboleh nak bukak. Kire kene buat baru". I could cry.

Second, a study case. Told them to email to me their work by 30th. Some did, some did not. Some did, when it was after midnight. Which we need to submit on 1st. Oh, and when I told F that she need to do the visual aid using mahjong paper, she said her handwriting is ugly and sucks, ask J instead, and she had to do it all alone?? Tak pikir the rest of our situations.

Maths.

W and Y. Only a week of preparing. All our meetings, ended up with me doing the work. they just stared, and when i told them to do theirs, they said they don't know. TRY la. I have no idea on what to do too. I tried getting help from a male friend, and asked them to accompany. They said "segan". I'm not "segan" is it? My friend didn't manage to work it out. When I meet W and Y again, they asked " kawan awak dapat buat tak?dapat sampai mane?". Told them it didn't work out, let's meet tonight. Submission tomorrow. Y said, she has accounts discussion at 830. Let's meet at 9. I don't have discussion is it? She came at 930, and have to be back by 10 as she stays in block A. WTH. As for W, when I told her bout the time, she said " tapi nak pergi terawih". Tak wajib kan. And besok kene hantar. She said" xpe nanti i jenguk". JENGUK?? She did what she said. She came with her telekung, hovering over me while I was on the floor with the papers. We managed to get help from a friend, and I had to do all. Again she said, "tak taw". When its all done, she said to them "thanks eh korang" and then to me " i balik dulu". and off she goes.

Yes, I should cry again. For holding fort for those types of people. Orang tak bertanggungjawab, and take things for granted.