Could it be any easier

The fuck.

Today is so fucking the shit hell out of me.

Okay, sorry for the intro but I can't just help it.

So, I guess I'll have to stop cursing for the rest of the blog.

You see, I woke up today home alone.

My parents went out, my sister off to work, and my bro off with his friends.

Breakfast was kaya buns, which I dislike.

So I had to do my own breakfast.

Later, I had to do double washing loads, and hang them. And I was so tired, I feel I could collapse.

At first I find it weird, as usually I could do more than double loads.

I found the answer later.

I had my period! That was causing me fatigue.

And it wasn't helping me that I had to endure those pesky period pains for the whole day, till the extent I vomited and almost collapsed.

Felt my vision was blurry.

And my dear wasn't there for me, he only texted once today " Ermm bie i nak pergi hiking dah. and my batt habes" or something like that.

And I received nothing after that.

Yesterday, he told me he will be hiking and by evening he should be back at the chalet.

But now its already 2am, and I know nothing.

I am worried sick.

And lapar gile.

Macam boleh makan kuda.

Eff it.