Right where it should.

God I stayed up last night till 4 am to do finishing touches to my Computer assignment.

Shitty.

And today I found out that I will be having a replacement class on Thursday.

An exam this Friday.

And I brought clothings till Wednesday only.

Sigh.

Kene basuh baju la macam ni :(

Hurmm and I have a birthday part to attend this Friday night and a reunion this weekend.

And I'm missing that someone.

Shit F.

Today is shitty.

Been told that I had to attend a wedding. At the perkarangan Masjid Wilayah. So that means that require me to cover my aurah. I have scarves but the colour just don't match with my attire. I was frantic. At last I decided to throw on a pair of yellow baju kurung and a cream scarf.

After the wedding, went to KL. Bought a scarf. Then, went to Sunway Pyramid. Grab my watch at Fossil. It looks super brand new! :D

Then off to get Harun Yahya's book in MPH. But it wasn't available. So I decided to go to Popular. On the way over, managed to queue at Aunty Anne's for its choc dipped pretzels :D

Popular lady sucks. She works at customer care,but she wasn't caring at all. Even gave me stares.Shit.

Afterwards sat on a bench near Guardian. Then someone threw a mineral bottle from two floors above and it fell right in front of me. It splattered. Berkecai. Kalau kene kepala I cedera kotttt. F.

Perfect two

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Happy ending- Mika

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Tik tok- Kesha *maybe -.-

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL/BOY?
Hotel Room Service- Pitbull. :0 nooooooo

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Where is the love- BEP

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Live like we're dying- The Script. I likeee! :D

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
One last breath- Creed

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Waking up in Vegas- Katy Perry

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Yellow- Coldplay

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I melt with you - Jason Mraz

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Single ladies- Beyonce

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
She will be loved- Maroon 5. Hmmm

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Flying without wings - Westlife

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Whatcha say- Jason Derulo

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Bad romance- Lady gaga. -.-

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hey, soul sister- Train :)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Smile- Uncle Kracker !!

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Unwell- Matchbox 20. Not hobby,just fond of.

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Knights of Cydonia-Muse.hahaha

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Purest of Pain- Son by Four..

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW
The way you move- Outkast

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Halo-Beyonce

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Perfect two- Audrey :)

Sigh.

Hurm so yeah, my short sem had started. Earlier my classes was till Thursday. Then somehow arrangement macam mane ntah plus ada certain orang yang tak puas hati with some dumb stuffs, so its now till Wednesday.

Monday's classes from 11 to 4. Tuesday's from 8 to 12. Wednesday from 11 till 4. Thats it.

But wait!

Its not as easy as it sounds. We have assignments. We had one already. I had to do a computer assignment, its about creating a database on boat rentals. Supposedly own company.

Then, for my Basic Themes of Quran? Had to do a presentation on a book from Harun Yahya's. My topic was The Silent Language of Evil.

Btw, Shafiq's in town! Hahaha and that town is Nilai? :)

Keep thinking that its not goodbye.

Yesterday night, I got in contact with few of my dormmies through Facebook. At first I was commenting with Opa or her actual name Alifa bt Alimin. We weren't close back then, then we bonded when we were usually the ones staying up late. I remembered, she always had troubles with her card. Her matric card was lost, her matric card got swallowed by the ATM, and also she lost RM150 from her bank account due to a technical problem. I was there for her. And she always showed me her new clothes, and make me watch those Korean stuffs with her, trying to make me drool over them. :) I always walked with her to the Kiosk or Makcik late night to get our midnite bites. And my favourite word to her " Opa, marilah berkongsi kekecewaan dengan Maggie" when I feel down or " Kecewa dengan mu Opa!" when things didn't go right, when its not her fault :P

Then I chatted with Aisyah Humaira'. She is a real sweetheart. Always there when I had problems, or cry, or simply: talk. We would talk for hours until late night, thinking of our future..babies names and stuff like that * i know,merepek!* and yeah, we would eat Maggie at night when we are hungry. My food mate :) She thought me a lot of things, especially in being closer to Allah. She is patient with me though she knows I'm a free-hair. Yeah, she would also say I'm manje, and guys would definitely like me 'cause I'm pretty and lemah lembut. Aisyah, awak lagi cantik dan sopan okay! Maggie macam budak-budak je -.-

So, this situation strongly reminds of Graduation-Vitamin C. I am pretty sure everyone knows that song :)

Many more stories, it won't end. But then, end of story, I miss them, I miss E-G-4 ;(

The lovely bones

Yesterday, I found a novel in Aisya's car. Its called The Lovely Bones. Well, I managed to read abit only,since it was borrowed from Ariff, and his aunty was the on ethat lent it to him. Haha berkait kait kan. But, it was enough to make me cry. So, you guys should read it, and for those of you who are not an avid reader, there's a movie made based on it too :)

A short synopsis. It circles around a girl names Susie Salmnon, who was murdered by a man in her neighbourhood. There was no trace except a dismembered elbow found by a dog. She watch her family and friends trying to cope with her loss from a special place in heaven, as her murder case unfolds.

Btw, my class ends today, so I am going home today evening, and Shafiq's going home from Penang too :)

The please word.

Its time to be in Nilai again after 3 weeks at home.

God, it was hotter than I had ever remembered. The sun was brightly shining than ever, and even the wind wasn't breezy, it was blowing hot wind. God help me get through this.

My dorm? E-3-8. Woahaha. The highest floor, the furthest room. That is mine. My old dorm was E-G-4. Mind you, the lowest floor, the nearest room. Sigh. A punishment for all of us I assume 'cause all of us used to stay in the lower floors. I have a friend whose old dorm was on the 3rd floor, and now she is staying on the 1st floor! Sigh. Things can't remain the same forever I guess.

Hurm since it is a short sem, class durations are doubled. We were told " Expect quizzes, assignments, or projects every week throughout this whole sem" .

Damn.

I'm missing him badly right now. He's in Penang currently. And not doing short sem with me. Still not used to eating without him, or suddenly bumping into him at random places, or going towards the same direction, or suddenly seeing him passing by my class..many more..and yeah, that akak at Kawah Thai asking me where is my cik abang, and the lady at the grocery asking me "mane yang lagi separuh" or the fact that most of the shops knows I'm with him and always teasing us. Please come to Nilai bie, come see me dear :(

I hate Remember Me.

This morning, my parents went off to Singapore. Woohoo! Hahaha, its feels nice when your parents are away sometimes. So, I planned to go out with Milah. Right as I was about to get ready, everything went off. When I said everything, it was everything. The heater was off so I couldn't get a proper shower, couldn't iron my clothes, get dressed with my back door open for lighting, and best part? Even the telephone lines went down. So, going out was the best option. Oh and the emergency light was down too :)

Went to Milah's house and she drove to Sunway. Wanted to watch Alice, so desperately that we even wanted to take couple seats. But all were sold out. The guy was like, why not Remember Me? Robert Pattinson starred in it, and its a romantic movie. We gave it a go.

IT SUCK.

Like, super hell.

It only got my attention for 5 mins and I was like, can we get out? Even the guy next to Milah was dozing off. Robert in the movie looks sleazy, messy, unshowered, scruffy, and synonyms to it. And everything I hate in a guy, was him in the movie. Hot tempered, rude,etc. Oh and he does looks scruffy off screen, so my points are not for him. I'm sorry, I am not his fan. At all. Never wanted to. Oh and the movie? Its a teeny bitsy lovey,and thats it. And loads of cut-off scenes. Ending? Predictable. Ughhh. 1 star out of 5 in my opinion.

After that, went to Parade to see Shafiq. He was there with Naqib's cousin, Syahmi. He was nice, all friendly and stuff. And naive, not to forget. No offense to you :) Then Khalis came. Awhile later, the guys went home. We girls decided to have some RotiBoy, and hugged each other goodbye.

Ouh and ouh, we did alot of bitching and gossiping tadi. Hehe ;p all in all, it was great :)

making it through.

All I wanted was, everything to fall into place. But I guess it is not my right to make it happen. I could only try. God has His own plans for me, and He make it happen. Not me. I cried last night, thinking my efforts had gone down. My stay ups till early morning, pushing myself over my limits, frequent the library alone.. and I still did not get what I expected. Till someone told me, I lack of rest, not studies, that was why I couldnt make it through. Kept pushing myself again and again, stress and pressure all around. by the time I need what I needed, my brain was already too tired..

sigh. Maybe its true. Maybe I tak ade rezeki. I have come to terms on that. With that, I redha.

Alhamdulillah.

...

I thought I did good. It came as an unpleasant surprise. Why.

This wait, its agonising me.

People posting posts on FACEBOOK mentioning about their results. And I was like "Say WHAAT??" 'cause when I checked earlier on the IIUM website, it specifically said that results will be out on the 11th of March.

Today is 9th since it passed midnight, but when they were rambling about results it was before midnight, so it was 8th.

The eff.

It scared the shit out of me.

It scared the hell out of me.

So I tried logging in to check, and that took some time obviously. Had to refresh again and again. My heart thumps louder when it starts to load, and when it states error, it was some kind of relieve. Eventually, did managed to logged in,so there I was, clicking Results. And when I clicked, it loads...

and loads..and suddenly : there it was.

I couldnt believe my eyes, failed arab part 1? again? Is this really happening? Many questions passed through when suddenly I realised, it was last sem's result! -.-

Heh, so in the end after so much trying, I gave up. And decided to give another go on the 11th. Am gonna have sleepless nights after this, or my sleeps will be filled with nightmares.

Either way, its effing unpleasant.

A journey for two.

In my opinion, a love relationship is a beautiful journey. It leads to many many things, and onlytwo of them are able to feel it, to experience it. I know, it has its ups and downs. I am sure there are times people struggle to keep up with their relationship, as they can't let it go. Who says couples have to be happy all the time to mantain their relationship? The best thing of all, you were in it : together.

Sometimes, fights bring you closer. You know better about your partner, about your relationship and how things work between the both of you. But then again, some fights makes you and your partner apart. Learn to talk, and share. Communicate. The other half would've understand if you tell or explain to them, don't assume they know everything and you can't expect they understand everytime.

I googled love relationships and found this: *refer below* Pretty useful right? ;)

Bie, I am glad I'm with you and I am glad its you. And I'm thankful I'm yours.Miss you badly dear.

Butts of biting pain.

So, yesterday all of us went to Sunway Pyramid for a day out. And when I said all, it was me, Shafiq, Arishah, Aisya, Adam. Mira couldn't make it as her grandfather had passed away. (my condolescence)

Okay, this is going to be a long post as I'm about to type about yesterday. Yeah, lengthy. :)

Shafiq had arrived there around 10am, poor him, he was all alone. Sorry sayang, Mummy siap lambat :( I arrived at 11 am, and then moment later, Arishah called me she had arrived and near Haagen Dazs. I told her to meet me up at Starbucks 'bawah kepala singa yang besar gila kat entrance' but she told me she didn't know where is the 'kepala singa yang besar gila' and where is the entrance of the old wing. So, since I wanted to cut my hair, I told her to go up and meet me at the Asian Avenue. Few ticks later,she rang me and said "I kat carpark ni, salah tempat ek?" Hahah. So in the end, she had to go down to meet us and then upwards, but to eat at A&W instead first.

Adam met us there. And since they didn't want to accompany me to the hairdresser, Adam and Arishah went off by themselves. After the haircut, we met the rest at Wendy's and its time to: ice skate! All of us except Aisya weren't keen on it, we suck at skating! After much persuasion, we followed. I could walk with my skates on, but I was hobbling and whobbling on the skating rink. Shafiq fell thrice. I landed twice hard on my butt bone. Arishah fell once with a hard thump. After my falls, my legs were shaking, my butt bone hurt real bad, and my palms hurt too as I used it to minimise my fall. And Aisya was practically laughing at us beginners as she could skate with ease -.-

I went to the movie with Shafiq without them. When the movie ended, Arishah had already gone back. We went to the arcade to play this gendang cina game,and we played like a retard. Sheesh. Later we went off to some shoe shops, Starbucks as I wanted my hot choc and choc eclaire and Aisya wanted banana choc muffin. Yum yum :)

Borak borak borak, gossip gossip gossip. Jalan jalan jalan, then its time to go home. Shafiq went off with Adam, and Aisya left me alone soon after. I wanted to get food, but it was sold out. Ishh.

P/s: thanks sayang for the day,the card and chocs sume :) and dear Fanah, get well soon! I know how it feels, those pesky cramps!